I had always
wanted to have a blog of my own since I ever came to know of blogs. And that
would be more than 10 years back🙀! But it's OK, I guess😊. There couldn't be a
better time than this😊. I am a confused being feeling cornered😨😨😨😓 and here is
why...
Well, that's not
my wedding😳! But why all that fuss😒?
Marriage... I am
confused😕. Is it mandatory for every girl to get married? I am over 30... and I
have pressure spears attacking me from all possible angles😖. I am surprised
(shocked/upset!!😲) to see people I have never met before come forth with
alliances.. of course, triggered by the sympathy for my 'poor' parents. Really?!!😒 They
are far from poor. They have a perfectly good life. Why can't they just stay
happy as they are without conspiring to change my life?😫 Of course the answer
would be that they are 'the parents'. But I am 'the girl'😑, who might have other
aspirations! Did that cross anyone's mind?
Well, I am not against
marriage. May be just 'arranged marriage😨😓'.
I dream of falling in love💘 (Yes, I
still do!!). I don't want to get married until I feel like. I say I am not
ready yet and they laugh at my face and says, you are not getting any younger!😠
What is it with age and marriage? Of course kids and health and support system😐.
Again, I say I am not ready! And they just frown before going ahead as if this
conversation never happened😖😠😟😞.
What do I do?😢 I don't
want to do something I don't want to do. I have done that a lot and have always
ended up in a mess😫. But this is a question of my 'whole' life (and somebody's life as well!!) 😞.
I am confused😟😟😕! Am I wrong? 😟
