Career In the Time of Corona...??

Has it ever happened... That you have to choose between "something"and your career. Thats not a question to wives or husbands. Its a question for people with status 'single'. In this time of covid, so many have lost their jobs and many are scared about their future. I am ok. I have a job but then i have elderly parents also at home. As the lockdown comes to an end i wonder, is it worth... This job. Of course there are deadlines and commitments and its a question of the companies growth... Yeah yeah. But as a person, as an individual I can't help but think.

There was a time when i was irreplaceable. I didn't have had to work hard to be it. I just had to do my job, thats all. But now i am not. I still work but as people come and go... As managements change...so does favorites emerge and if you need to survive then you need to fight... Put that extra something or put a lot of extras. But somehow i dont feel like. When i actually think about it, i feel its not worth it. I could be faar faar better not being there but... I suddenly realise I don't have any savings. My savings is my salary and if it stops... May be a year and a half... Beyond that... 

I am scared of even thinking about another job...i feel so useless like every thing in me has been drained. 

i know i sound so vague. But that's how I feel! Has anyone felt the same? I would like some guidance.. of any kind. Because i am done hearing from myself!!

Thank you.