Does it happen in anyones life that some one comes along and that there's nothing more that you need, or should i be saying, want. And, your whole life gets centered around that person changing you forever (hope, for good)!!
I used to write diaries since my 10th standard. My dad had gifted me a pen... A hero pen. That was a craze in those times! (Well, those times!!). And he used to give me the diaries he got from his office on new year! And i remember since that day i used to jot down everything in my diary... Each and every emotion i went through had to be written. Those were my memories. Diary was my best friend who wouldn't judge me and let me be myself. Diary was my prayer to God. Diary was my love.
Well, that was 22 years back. Now there are no entries and yet the empty diaries are piling up. There doesn't seem like theres anything to be written at the end of the day. Why is that so? I stop and think as i see my stack of diaries (while cleaning up my shelf). Well, the answer was right there in front of me. His face flashes on the screen of my mobile as it vibrates with an incoming call... Someone had taken the place of bestfriend. Someone had come to listen to my prayers. Someone had come as love in my life!
With him always there i never felt the need to write anymore. But as i see the diaries i realise how much i miss them. My hands itches to hold a pen and write but my mind is blank. There are no thoughts. Where had all the thoughts gone? Theres none enough to write down. Before words used to flood my mind waiting to be out on paper but now words dont come but i know if i pick the call, i would be talking non stop!
Whats happened, I wonder. Is it me or are there others who feel the same. Like i have everything i need but still somewhere in the corner of my heart i miss those days. And silently, i know, i wish if i could write again.
I hope all who like writing or are into writing would never stop writing. Keep the good work going 👍.
